Monday, June 30, 2008

It's Main Event time baby

The WSOP is basically over. One more event remains. Of course, it's the main event, 10,000 buy in NL Texas Hold 'em. My guess for the number of players is 6865. I've had millions of questions from people about whether I'm buying in or not. I've alloted a certain percentage of my bankroll for the WSOP and early on, it wasn't looking so good. After that 11k cash though, I'm basically parlaying that into the main event. Aside from that, I really believe that I can play with anyone in the field. I really believe that I am fully capable of winning the event should luck fall my way. I also believe that to be as talented as I am and not be in the biggest poker tournament in the entire world is just not acting as if. I've just closed out an online month that is probably my 2nd best month ever (my best month is of course when I won the 100k tournament on Full Tilt). I'm playing with tons of confidence. I've had big wins on every site, and it's only proper if I go play a deep stacked no limit tournament for all the marbles. I probably wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't play in this event. It would be a complete waste. While 10,000 for one tournament is absolutely a ton of money, I can just as easily say I won 22k on Full Tilt and a WSOP seat in that main event. I can say I won a main event seat and 1700 in the 2k. I can say I won a main event seat in the Stars tourney. The only thing I haven't done is been on a list that says I won a seat. I'm planning on playing the Day 1A because I want to just relax for 3 days if I am going on, and I want to get over it quickly if I'm not moving on. All in all, I tried to always keep telling myself that the WSOP this year would define my career. When it was going bad, I was basically considering myself a failure. At the same time though, I was just winning big tournaments online where I started as a poker player. I've basically just learned to define my success by what shows up on the spreadsheet at the end of the day/month/year. I expected to have good shot at a bracelet and maybe that will have to wait, or maybe it's just a couple weeks away.......

Saturday, June 28, 2008

53rd

I just finished 53rd in a firestorm. I can honestly say I've never visibly showed too much emotion in a live poker tournament.......until now. My hand is still hurting from the chair I hit. We'll get to that. I arrived today with 63,700. Early on I raised it to 4k from the button with 9 10 of spades. The big blind defended and the flop came K Qs 5. He bet 5500 into me. At this point, I was just not ready to give up a pot that easy, so I decided to call and see if I could float him off the hand on the turn. The turn was a nice 7 of spades giving me a flush draw in addition to my straight draw. After asking me to count my chips, the SB checked. I decided to take a stab at the pot because I felt like he might have a Q and I could take it down right there. I bet 11k and was called fairly quickly, now basically putting my opponent on a K and really nervous about what I was going to have to do on the river. The river as a wonderful 8 of spades. The player checked to me and I wanted it to look like I missed a flush draw or something so I shoved my chips in quickly. He called and I was quickly up to 130k after he mucked in disgust. Then, I got moved and called a 6k raise from early position out of the SB with 1k/2k blinds with KQdd. The flop came Jd 4d 2s. Oh boy. I check raised the guy basically all in and we got it in there against his AA no diamond. Brick, brick and I was back down to 50k. After finding some good spots and winning a small all in with AK vs A6, I was back up to 100k before moving to my next table. At this point, I noticed a different dynamic. The player to my left had a ton of chips and a ton of gamble, so I was going to have to be ready to play post-flop. I decided to essentially tighten up until I was deeper stacked because I had 100k with 3k/6k blinds and it would greatly limit my post-flop play with this guy calling so much. I won a nice pot against him with QcQs when I raised to 16k was called by him. The flop came 9c 3c 3. I bet 22k, he called. Turn was a 7c. I moved in and he folded. Then the hand of the tournament and possibly worst beat of my life came. I raised to 16k in late position. Erik Cajaleis called out of the SB and the big blind after asking if we just got to 54 squeezed his last 60k in the middle. I really thought it over and how he asked if we just made the money and I jammed my 120k over the top. He showed As8s to my A10. The board ran out 9 5 2 3 river 8!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I turned around hit a chair and probably swore. I'm usually extremely quiet, but for the amount of money in the pot along with the dead money. I would have been at a little over 200k. Instead, I was crippled to 60k. I then got moved to another table and found KQo in mid position which is certainly good enough when folded to me. I pushed all in and was called my AK and that's a wrap. It was around 11k for the win which is certainly good enough for a main event seat. It will also keep me below my around 20k WSOP bankroll that I planned out even if I play in the main event. The good news about the tournament is that I have no regrets. I decided to make moves when I was short that were aggressive and without fear. When playing for a lot of money, I always see players change their games, but I'm glad I didn't. Overall, I think I played about as good as I'm going to play in a tournament. If the luck was on my side, I'd still be playing. Thanks to everyone for your support and interest throughout this. It really means a lot getting messages, calls and everything especially with all the ups and downs.

First WSOP cash, First 100 Rebuy win

Dear Readers,

I am running awfully good and extremely confident. I won the 100 rebuy on Full Tilt the other night. This is a 6 max (6 players maximum at a table) tournament that is one of the biggest tournaments on the net during the week. A little over 32k was rewarded for my efforts. I didn't report on this because I was still in shock.

I just finished up day 1 of the 2k No Limit event at the WSOP. We finished the day with 198 players meaning that I record my first WSOP cash ever. Tomorrow is day 2 beginning at 2PM Vegas time and I have 63700 chips with around 48k being the average. The winner gets a tiny 771,000. I get to play a game for 771,000 although it will take a full day of work to get to the final table which would be Sunday. I'm feeling good though and have tons of hands I could go into, but I'm going to bed.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

9th in Bellagio tournament

9/180 yesterday at the Bellagio. It was a disappointing ending as I ran incredibly cold at the final two tables and limped into the final table with a short stack. I had 170k with 18 left and came to the final table with barely 60k. I lost a 155k pot with AsJs vs AQ when I raised in mid position and got reshoved for 70k . At that point, giving a guy with an 11-12 big blind stack, I just don't see a way I'm going to fold this hand. Then, I lost another 90k pot with 66 vs AQ when I got to isolate a short stack and get some dead money in to the pot with to no avail. The funny part about this tournament is that I lost a 75k pot with AQ vs Q10 all in preflop to have to come back. I really felt comfortable though with this entire tournament. Aside from running kind of cold near the end, I really felt I played well.

Two key hands that boosted me up. I had 8 4 of hearts on the BB 200/400 blinds with 50 ante. Two limpers came in late position and I checked. AQQ flop, checks around, 8 on turn, I check one guy bets 1100, I call. River is K. He bet 2100 after I checked to him, and I really felt like I just had a great instinctual feeling on having him beat. I called and he mucked his hand.

The other huge hand was when I raised it up in early position with AQ off suit. I had one caller right behind me. With 11k in the pot, the flop came Q98. I bet 6500 and was quickly called. Turn was a J. I checked and he instantly shoved all in. I took no longer than 2.5 seconds to deduce that this was probably a bluff. I made the 25k chip call to see he was crushed with an A9. He had a Pittsburgh Steelers had on, so I'm glad to ship the good karma to the Cleveland Browns. Those were really the key pots. I just played aggressive bubble strategy and had a nice 99 vs QQ cooler suck out for a 55k pot with 21 players left.

Monday, June 23, 2008

No WSOP Success, Little Break

I've continued to have no WSOP success, and it's becoming more frustrating by the hour. Every time I check an update on one of the WSOP reporting sites and don't see my name I'm angry. I've had a few poor days online to top that all off. I've had a lot of bubbles and have made some mistakes that may be telling me it's time to refocus and get back on track. The next few days are probably a good time to take a break, play less or maybe something other than tournaments. I have had problems controlling my emotions late in these tournaments online lately. This is really something that comes and goes for me in the game of poker. When you are playing online, there really isn't anyone to hold anyone accountable for their actions or emotions. When playing a live event, I easily keep to myself because I don't want to be perceived as a loose cannon asshole that is inconsiderate of everyone around him. At home, only the dog really can see how I act aside from my roommate. My emotions can get to me at times. Emotions cloud judgment and lead to poor decisions.

One thing I think happens to me is after being successful online for consistent periods of time, I begin to lose focus. I forget everything that went into my success in previous weeks and months. To be successful in this game, you have to be a hard worker. It' s just like any other job. You have to study the game, study the players, study your mistakes, study your successes, study your crucial hands, study, study, study, and learn. You can't just rest on your laurels at any point because the game is always changing. There is always a new strategy to learn. Because the game is based on other human counterparts, there are infinite different strategies that must be employed at different times. Those that adapt and succeed will win. Adaptation must come both before and after success.

R.I.P. Tim Russert

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Let's Talk about Not Poker, US Open, My Envy/Hate of Boston, NBA Draft, and more

Since all I've given this blog lately seems to be poker, I have to start contributing my thoughts on some of the great sports things happening lately. After that, maybe I'll even have some thoughts about other things going on in the world.

Since my blog readership is down to approximately 3 friends of mine, my dad who probably feels obligated to read the blog since he felt bad that I only had three readers, and Bubby, it's probably time to talk about sports or something that other people can relate to. It's not that people can't relate to poker that well, but when it's just bad news and not me slaying hundreds of thousands of dollars at the Rio, no one cares.

US OPEN

We all know we witnessed something special in sports this weekend. The best in the world on the world's biggest stage grinding out a 91 hole victory on the longest course in US Open history without an ACL. Now that Tiger is out for the rest of the season, golf becomes essentially meaningless ruining the two majors and Ryder Cup for most American fans. Since the USA hasn't won a Ryder Cup in it's last 3 tries with Tiger, it's probably not going to happen without him. What about the last two majors of the year? No, I will not cheer for Phil "Manboobs" Mickelson. No, Rocco Mediate will probably not accomplish what he did there, and we all can't chant Rocky, Rocky. Actually, I was really cheering for both of the guys as dumb as that sounds to any sports fan. I always cheer for Tiger because I just want him to win 50 majors and blow every record out of the water, so they will never be broken. This time, though, it was different. A 45 year old hardly ever competes at a high level in these majors. Everyone knows this. The window of success for most golfers closes quickly. That's why when Nicklaus won in '86 at the Masters, we still hear about it every single time. Someone that old winning shocks the world into remembering. The PGA Championship doesn't even matter without Tiger. I doubt I will even watch more than the final 9 holes.

Tiger's future, however, is good. From the sounds of it, his knee will come back repaired, his stress fractures will heal, and after rehabbing he'll be fine. Anyone doubting this return is foolish. This guy is the most clutch athlete in the history of sports. When he can't win with his distance, he'll get better and win somewhere else. That's why it's not unrealistic to think that Tiger will win another 10 majors. Athletes get old and age and body parts begin to break down. Last time I checked though, it doesn't put much on the knee to have a great short game and make great putts. I think we all look forward to a safe and healthy return.

I have a couple of predictions though.

Tiger Woods will come out of this surgery with another child. He can't be wound up that much and not intentionally or unintentionally knock up his wife. Unless they get in a fight, expect a boy no later than September 2009.

Tiger Woods wins two majors next year.

NBA Finals

I really didn't want either team to win and was thinking about likely scenarios that would let that happen. By likely, I mean scenarios that would likely cancel the finals for a while.

1. World War III
2. Redcoats invade Boston
3. Some sort of terrorist act.

Since I really don't want any of those 3 to happen besides maybe the redcoats invading Boston, I had to settle on watching a great team win the championship. I despise Boston because they complain about not having their 17th championship because of a 20 year drought. Can your whole city please shut up already? We are sick of hearing you cry and brag and cry and brag. I was thrilled to watch the Patriots lose so we didn't have to listen to you brag and then cry about your 3 championships in a row. Try being from Cleveland! May God have his wrath come down on Boston and curse them without a championship for 100 years! Maybe I'm going over the top a little bit, but I can't stand it. This city complains more than any city about sports. They are bombarded by great teams, fun athletes, and exciting playoffs year in and year out. I hope you are all appreciating it because it makes me want to puke.

That being said, I really like Garnett and have for a long time, so I am glad to see he won. I think it also shows that the Cavs aren't as far as we think. The Celtics had no shot to win in Cleveland the entire series. Cleveland had game 1 in their clutches and game 7 would have been won without the stellar team performance of Boston. The fact of the matter is that their team is full of smart players that know their roles. Cleveland doesn't have that yet. We have a disheveled bench with players like Sasha Pavlovic that probably can't spell Boston. We were struck for 3 years with the bad luck lightning of Larry Hughes that would never understand how to be part of a team like Boston. I have high hopes for the Cavs.


Cleveland Indians

I'm not going to say much, but it's not looking good. The injury bug has hit another Cleveland team, and all I can say is that I hope it takes away all the bad luck from the Brown's squad. Let's get rid of Sabathia for prospects and rebuild again. We aren't going to be able to sign this guy unless he takes below his market value. On top of that, I'm not super convinced about him being the guy in October. I still think there are lots of games to be played and sometimes a young player working to prove himself is stronger than a veteran with a 6 year $40 million contract.


Random Laughs of the Week

Yuri Zhirkov has some bad luck when he last name is announced in English. He's a Russian soccer player. Zhirkov scores!!! If you don't know how to pronounce it, see the pronunciation below.If you aren't a big soccer watcher, but are a sports fan, keep tuning in to the Euro 2008 on ESPN. It's the best soccer in the world aside from a few South American countries. They aren't snoozefests like most soccer matches in the USA.

"Jerrrrrr Koooofffff"


I can't help but drive through Chinatown here in Vegas and get in a car wreck every single time. Do you think if the car was invented in China, we'd be the horrendous drivers?


That is all for now. I'm looking forward to bringing some good news back from the Rio tomorrow when I go play my first 1500 NL full table event.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Back in Action

Last week was another tough week at the WSOP, but I did get 2nd the Pokerstars Heads Up Matches Tournament. This tournament is one that I would have loved to win and I lost an AK vs K9 all in pre flop on the 3rd hand to cripple me after a J 10 x x 9 board. Yeah, it was an easy $11k river card to handle as that was the difference between first and second. Either way, I have just been crushing online and can keep playing some of these events at the WSOP. I think I'm playing the 1500 tomorrow or today, whenever you read this. I'll also be checking out the Venetian for the first time this week. Sorry I haven't been updating the blog, but I really want to report some good WSOP news rather than the WSOP blues.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

WSOP hates me

I should seriously not play any more events or satellites. I'm 0/5.

And my satellites today were great.

Here is Stars

PokerStars Game #18011068415: Tournament #90909090, $615+$35 Hold'em No Limit - Level IX (200/400) - 2008/06/08 - 21:10:04 (ET)
Table '90909090 16' 9-max Seat #7 is the button
Seat 1: RZombie (10150 in chips)
Seat 2: iacog4 (16505 in chips)
Seat 3: INDACO (20228 in chips)
Seat 4: jateekell (27402 in chips)
Seat 5: cosx*(ln5) (19985 in chips)
Seat 6: lotran (14695 in chips)
Seat 7: KBMoney (24372 in chips)
Seat 8: Javy28 (21710 in chips)
Seat 9: mrAndreeew (12482 in chips)
RZombie: posts the ante 50
iacog4: posts the ante 50
INDACO: posts the ante 50
jateekell: posts the ante 50
cosx*(ln5): posts the ante 50
lotran: posts the ante 50
KBMoney: posts the ante 50
Javy28: posts the ante 50
mrAndreeew: posts the ante 50
Javy28: posts small blind 200
mrAndreeew: posts big blind 400
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to iacog4 [4c 4s]
RZombie: folds
iacog4: raises 650 to 1050
INDACO: folds
jateekell: raises 1750 to 2800
cosx*(ln5): folds
lotran: folds
KBMoney: folds
Javy28: folds
mrAndreeew: folds
iacog4: calls 1750
*** FLOP *** [4d Kd Kc]
iacog4: checks
jateekell: bets 4800
iacog4: raises 8855 to 13655 and is all-in
jateekell: calls 8855
*** TURN *** [4d Kd Kc] [Ah]
*** RIVER *** [4d Kd Kc Ah] [Qh]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
iacog4: shows [4c 4s] (a full house, Fours full of Kings)
jateekell: shows [Qd Qs] (a full house, Queens full of Kings)
jateekell collected 33960 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 33960 | Rake 0
Board [4d Kd Kc Ah Qh]
Seat 1: RZombie folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: iacog4 showed [4c 4s] and lost with a full house, Fours full of Kings
Seat 3: INDACO folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: jateekell showed [Qd Qs] and won (33960) with a full house, Queens full of Kings
Seat 5: cosx*(ln5) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: lotran folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: KBMoney (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: Javy28 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 9: mrAndreeew (big blind) folded before Flop


Full Tilt:

Main Event Qualifier (49644708), Table 22 - 300/600 Ante 75 - No Limit Hold'em - 19:42:52 ET - 2008/06/08
Seat 1: CrazyZachary (13,926)
Seat 2: thugmoneymkr (54,980)
Seat 3: califorication- (7,485)
Seat 5: eisenhower1 (13,622)
Seat 6: jaywks (12,062)
Seat 7: kice32 (21,335)
Seat 8: ScoopAndStack (12,223)
Seat 9: Bonzo9876 (28,514)
CrazyZachary antes 75
thugmoneymkr antes 75
califorication- antes 75
eisenhower1 antes 75
jaywks antes 75
kice32 antes 75
ScoopAndStack antes 75
Bonzo9876 antes 75
kice32 posts the small blind of 300
ScoopAndStack posts the big blind of 600
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to kice32 [As Ks]
Bonzo9876 folds
CrazyZachary folds
thugmoneymkr folds
califorication- folds
eisenhower1 folds
jaywks folds
kice32 raises to 1,800
ScoopAndStack has 15 seconds left to act
ScoopAndStack raises to 12,148, and is all in
kice32 calls 10,348
ScoopAndStack shows [Qc Ad]
kice32 shows [As Ks]
*** FLOP *** [3d Ts Jd]
*** TURN *** [3d Ts Jd] [7c]
*** RIVER *** [3d Ts Jd 7c] [Kc]
ScoopAndStack shows a straight, Ace high
kice32 shows a pair of Kings
ScoopAndStack wins the pot (24,896) with a straight, Ace high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 24,896 | Rake 0
Board: [3d Ts Jd 7c Kc]
Seat 1: CrazyZachary folded before the Flop
Seat 2: thugmoneymkr folded before the Flop
Seat 3: califorication- folded before the Flop
Seat 5: eisenhower1 folded before the Flop
Seat 6: jaywks (button) folded before the Flop
Seat 7: kice32 (small blind) showed [As Ks] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 8: ScoopAndStack (big blind) showed [Qc Ad] and won (24,896) with a straight, Ace high
Seat 9: Bonzo9876 folded before the Flop

Full Tilt Poker Game #6748882185: Sunday Main Event Qualifier (49644708), Table 6 - 500/1000 Ante 125 - No Limit Hold'em - 20:10:26 ET - 2008/06/08
Seat 1: silverstarcap (69,990)
Seat 2: kice32 (12,062)
Seat 3: Kid31 (13,078)
Seat 4: MISSKATIE (31,142)
Seat 5: acewipe3 (29,104)
Seat 6: CrazyZachary (18,663)
Seat 7: Davidsky (12,195)
Seat 9: ElsjeM (14,260)
silverstarcap antes 125
kice32 antes 125
Kid31 antes 125
MISSKATIE antes 125
acewipe3 antes 125
CrazyZachary antes 125
Davidsky antes 125
ElsjeM antes 125
kice32 posts the small blind of 500
Kid31 posts the big blind of 1,000
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to kice32 [Qh Qc]
MISSKATIE folds
acewipe3 folds
CrazyZachary folds

acewipe3: nh

Davidsky raises to 12,070, and is all in
ElsjeM has 15 seconds left to act
ElsjeM folds
silverstarcap folds
kice32 calls 11,437, and is all in
Kid31 folds
Davidsky shows [Kd 8d]
kice32 shows [Qh Qc]
Uncalled bet of 133 returned to Davidsky
*** FLOP *** [8c 7c Jh]
*** TURN *** [8c 7c Jh] [Td]
*** RIVER *** [8c 7c Jh Td] [Kh]
Davidsky shows two pair, Kings and Eights
kice32 shows a pair of Queens
Davidsky wins the pot (25,874) with two pair, Kings and Eights
kice32 stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 25,874 | Rake 0
Board: [8c 7c Jh Td Kh]
Seat 1: silverstarcap (button) folded before the Flop
Seat 2: kice32 (small blind) showed [Qh Qc] and lost with a pair of Queens
Seat 3: Kid31 (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: MISSKATIE folded before the Flop
Seat 5: acewipe3 folded before the Flop
Seat 6: CrazyZachary folded before the Flop
Seat 7: Davidsky showed [Kd 8d] and won (25,874) with two pair, Kings and Eights
Seat 9: ElsjeM folded before the Flop

Friday, June 6, 2008

0/4

1500 shorthanded no limit went terrible. I went in with the mentality that I needed to win every pot and that was a bad idea.

I played the 2500 Stud Hi/Lo/Omaha Hi/Lo 8 or better mixed event and busted in the middle of level 6. I took a 10500 chip stack from the starting chip stack of 5000 into Level 5. My talbe draw kept getting worse all day long. Early on, I didn't recognize anyone but Bryan Devonshire and Shannon Elizabeth. By the time I left, seat 1 was an aggressive player, seat 2 Hoyt Corkins, seat 3 another pretty good player, seat 4 Bryan Devonshire, seat 5 David Sklansky, seat 6 tighter can't take a chip away from him guy seat 8 Nick Schulman. Easy to say that there aren't many slouches in our group. Then I have never been so cold in my entire life. It was scary. I don't think I played a hand of Stud Hi/Lo past 4th street and rarely up to that point. I had three low cards A63 together one time over the course of an hour and 40 minutes. In Omaha, I had AAK3 with spades against Hoyt Corkins AAQ3 after the 4 5 10s Qs and missed my big freeroll of the day. I really think I made one 800 mistake the whole tournament. Other than that, seeing flops for 800 with AAQ2 double suited and having the flop come 5 8 9 all spades (not my suit) 5 8 gets expensive. The WSOP has just gone terribly so far. The structures are all pretty much a joke for the buy in because so many people are playing events. I'm in a disappointed mood right now because nothing has gone right in 4 events. I don't know my next event. It might be No Limit 2500 on Saturday. If not, I probably won't be playing until Tuesday or Wednesday because there are no events I want to play Sunday or Monday.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Win and 0/2

I won the Pokerstars Nightly 162 last night for a neat 21k. I'm on fire online.

Today in the 2000 NL event at the Rio, I slept through the first 3 levels (not literally). I just didn't really play a single pot and when I did I was in the big blind with 5 10 after the 554 flop where the SB had 54. I only gave away about 1100 chips out of my 4k though. I doubled through after sucking out with A2 against 45 after a 9 4 2 flop with backdoor hearts. The guy really could have had so many hands though when the hand played out of the AK AQ AJ A10 nature that I don't think my call was terrible.

I ended up getting it in for my last 3600 I think with AA vs 99 vs 88 in a crazy hand where there was (450 in antes 100/200 blinds in 600, 600, 600, 3600, 3600) a little over 13k in the pot. I would have been in great shape, but the dealer put an 8 on the flop, and I was history. That's 2 incredibly bad runs at WSOP events. I'm going to play the 1500 shorthanded no limit tomorrow and if I bust, I might just play the 2500 Omaha Hi/Lo/Stud Hi/Lo mix tournament. Hopefully, I just get deep in the 1500 and don't have to make a decision. The WSOP is really exciting right now.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

0/1

I played my first event PL Hold em and was out fairly early.

The first one was tough. I felt pretty comfortable at 3400 chips and was at a very rock tight table with Scott Clements to my left and David Sklansky (author of the first poker book I ever read and the first reason I'm where I am at today). We didn't lose at player at my table until level 3.

The first big hand happened when I had KJ diamonds on the button. An older gentlemen raised to 300 with 50/100 blinds. I called from the button and SB calls. 1000 in the pot and the flop comes K 2 4 one diamond. He bets 800 and I'm thinking wow that's a pretty large portion of my stack. At this point, I'm going to just flat call no matter what and reevaluate on the turn (probably a mistake in retrospect). It just seems like such a big bet and while this guy was probably not in the top 6 players at the table, I doubt he is pulling some funny business. Turn is a 3 of diamonds. Now when he bets his remaining 1000, I have to call. He shows AK and I miss my 12 outs.

I doubled up shortly after with AQ of spades after raising pot 350, getting flat called by Scott Clements and another player out of BB. Flop came all spades. I actually decided to check unless the flop was kind of favorable because I didn't think a good player like Scott would flat call a short stack without a monster. Turns out he bets pot with AA and I double up with the nuts.

I was back up to about 3300 when another key hand came up. UTG limps for 100. I raise to 400 with JJ when another player goes pot behind me. From previous hands, I didn't think this guy as a great player, but still didn't figure his range to be huge here. Maybe 99+ AK AQ. I ended up making to decision to go with it for 1925 and he showed QQ. Then next orbit, I'm on the button with AQ and go pot, same players goes pot behind me with AK. GG me. I ran some big hands in situations that were tough into bigger hands. I left in good spirits though and cashed in 3/5 online tournaments with a 7th place in the stars 22 rebuy where I ran incredibly poorly at the final table.

Moral of the story: Win tomorrow's 2k NL Hold 'em event.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Some thoughts on what's ahead

I’m on a plane back from Chicago to Las Vegas as I write this, and I can’t help but feel a whirlwind of emotions. While my sad emotions of leaving my girlfriend for another period of time are swarming in my heart, the excitement of the biggest stage for poker and the biggest events of the year for every poker player await me in Las Vegas. I remember blogging a few months back about how it truly was crunch time for me in my poker career. After a truly disheartening, stressful, frustrating start to my professional poker experiment, I made a declaration that I had to start getting it done. Since then I’ve won two major weekend online tournaments for my 2nd and 3rd largest wins along with beating out a field of 2800+ players on a Sunday and making my second WPT final table at the biggest buy in final table of my career. While a 6th place finish was disappointing, it made me hungry. It made me see that I can play with anyone, adapt my strategy as such and that my mental prowess applied just like it has my entire life. Now I’m on the brink of a two month period with a comfortable bankroll that I can play a schedule of events giving me plenty of opportunities to win a World Series of Poker bracelet, the most prestigious prize of all in poker. It’s really a difficult feeling to explain to anyone family or friends unless you are in the same situation. I took a huge risk very early after college that most people in this world would never take. I believed in myself and despite challenges along the way, I have succeeded thus far.

One of the hardest parts about being in my situation is wondering what I’m going to do next, something that is both destructive to my morale and drive to succeed. Instead of thinking how I will succeed, I’ve felt I’ve almost put a burden on loved ones, family and friends for my unconventional path to wealth. I’ve almost always thought about what I do next. Do I go back to school? Won’t it be hard to get a job? What will potential employers think about poker? Who would hire me? How can I prove that I’ve always had what it takes, the work ethic, brain power, and drive to become the cream of the crop? Should I just go teach, so I can play poker at the WSOP in the summer? When am I going to start my business? I’ve had countless unsettling dreams about what my future will hold, and this uncertainty is both exciting and tough to deal with. I remember telling some of my friends that the worst part about making the decision to play poker professionally was having to spend probably 14 days a year of my life explaining to friends, family and people I meet how I am successful, how what I do is legitimate, and how I am still deep in my heart of all hearts trying to be a great person along the way. Living in Las Vegas has been interesting and it’s probably apparent to me by now that it won’t be my lifelong residence, but I do love the idea of being out here for all the big tournaments for those months of the year.

I really feel in a lot of ways like a professional athlete competing every day and trying to always improve and get better. Maybe that is why poker is a spectacle on ESPN because people learn personalities and players develop fans, there is trash talk and excitement around big final tables. You obviously can’t be 400 pounds and grossly unhealthy and succeed in sports like you can in poker, but competition is fierce and the stakes are high.

It’s been a random tangent of emotions, but something that is really honest and from the heart. As far as my schedule for the WSOP, I’ll be sticking to the smaller buy in events early on and expect to play the 1500 and 2000 NL Hold em events. I’m thinking about the PL Hold em 1500 event tomorrow as my first event because I’m just that excited to play some live poker and be at the Rio around all the excitement. I want to play 1 or 2 HORSE events and probably 1 Pot Limit Omaha event. I won’t be playing any Omaha Hi/Lo events because I don’t like playing that game that much or Limit Hold ‘em as I’d rather watch the grass I don’t have grow than play those games. I may play 1 Stud Hi event and 1 Stud Hi/Lo event, but a lot of my schedule will depend on the bankroll I am planning to allot to the Series. On top of that, I know there are some great structured events at Bellagio, Caesar’s and Venetian and getting away from the Rio might be a good idea. I’ll keep the blog updated as I go through here and hope to have exciting news along the way. Wish me luck!